Lying in the silence. All is black around me save my phone and wifi light. And all I can think about is how my mother’s death is stirring in me an even greater fire and resolve to be living light. I want my light to shine into the cosmos and to be a home to every human without exception.
I want to be….wide, long, deep, tall, ever expanding light, warmth, and peace and safety.
I want my table to extend into the nations.
Where there is light people feel seen, where there is light there is clarity, there is life, there is strength, and hope.
In a world filled with humans who despise what they don’t get, fear what they can’t understand, and murder either with their thoughts or hands those who are divergent…..I want to be different.
Love is beautiful anarchy
Light is the epitome of rebellion against darkened understanding
Brilliant bright light so the world can see
Recklessly loving us all into anarchy
While the planet is threshed wheat from tare
I’ll gather and glean to me those in despair
It is enough for those standing accepted in the sun
To carry the status of a chosen one
I’ll cast my lot with the vagabond parade
I vomit at the charity of pretentious charade
Babylon, Babylon, can’t you see she’s imploding?
Or are your ears deafened from your own gloating?
Superiority, elitism, white washed graves
Their throats lie open like wilderness caves
But they won’t catch me or mine
Unbeknownst to them we are made of brine
And, I refuse to give them water…
Rain Falling Forward
Times of refreshing rain falling on me falling forward
I turned to my inner sea and collapsed shoreward
Rising from the black sand beach of my subconscious
Walls closing in around me I must become dauntless
My time here has come to end. My time here is about to fall backward
May it collapse into the unconscious sea for it never was truly me
I learned something the other day while I was reading, “Flowers On The Path.” And that is the karma of living unaligned invites wrath.
I read this book by Sadhguru, my Indian mystic, the one I aspire to emulate.
It was the rain falling forward that knocked me from this path of wrath
It was the rain falling forward that was my footpath
Solar plexus has become my lexis
I’ve learned to trust my gut
My pivotal nexus gives assurance so I strut
From one country to the next all around the globe
In the soil of every country I become their microbe
Giving life to the foundation of all we are and need
My happiness demands I elude the greed
Hermetic aesthetic
My soul won’t fit in a corporate hole
Capitalism is apathetic
Because it deems the hermit pathetic
So narrow. Only preying it knows

But, I plan to take it down with the gift of my prose
The great whore who preys upon the people
The great whore who has made it’s home under the steeple
I will write until my writing becomes a freedom song
Liberating the inhabitants of the earth and making them strong
A mother to the nations I’m calling first the east, then the north
Before I venture to the south and call them all forth
I give up entirely on the west. It is from where I came
It’s way of life nearly made me lame. I will leave it to another creature
Or perhaps to the lukewarm church and its favorite hateful preacher
Were it not for the falling forward rain
My life would still be subject to drain
But, I am moving forward now in this beautiful falling forward rain
Justice And Poverty: True Justice Has No Need For Charity
Cozett Contemplates justice. It’s not about politics. It’s about justice. It’s about survival. It’s about pushing back the BS and being unapologetic.
Over the last few days I’ve felt impressed to explore my own sense and understanding of justice. The delivery of justice…the reception of justice is intricately tied to our mental health.
Anytime power is taken away from us…
Anytime our boundaries are violated…
Anytime our survival is threatened due to political injustices that never touch the wealthy….
It negatively impacts our mental health. So what happens then?
1. We are told to cope “better”
2. We are told to manage our pennies “better”
3. We are told to stop buying Starbucks coffee (poor people don’t have luxuries to sacrifice like days on the lake, or cut down on vacations, etc.)
4. We go to counseling because we’ve lost our sense of motivation or depression that we just can’t beat and so the message then is, “well you just need to work thru “your” issues
5. Then when all else fails we turn to SSRIs and other medications to help us feel more numb (aka stable).
When all the while it’s not us…it really is…them.
Stress is a killer. Another real estate agent told me earlier today that 4 people in their 40s at her office and in perfectly good health dropped dead…unexpectedly. And it was during their sleep, on vacation, showering, and relaxing.
If you are a sufferer of anxiety, PTSD then you know that’s when anxiety and panic hits.
Having money, earning money, making money…should not be so stressful to the point it kills you. Period. And, no we don’t need counseling, pills, a sabbatical (we can’t afford that anyway), to cope with the economy and stress. We need money. Period.
We need equality when it comes to our most basic survival needs.
I want to see a radical, revolutionary push back to the government and society that perpetuates a culture that wears stress and busy-ness as a badge.
Will you join me?
This isn’t about politics. It’s about justice. And those 2 things have a large chasm in between them.
O Istanbul
As the sun went down and the moon drifted high
It occurred to me the end is nigh
The end of frustration and vexation and being stamped down
The end of feeling like I’m about to drown
My breakthrough came like a thief in the night
Gathering me as the good and stealing me from my plight
I was whisked away to a Turkish wonderland
The place where I always take my ancient stand
In the valley of the kings the queens come and submit
We rise as a group and the men become fit
There is a divine order God wishes to bring
One where the martyred women sing
Of their daughters glories and freedom stories
When Mother Cozett came with a soaking rain
Religion turned to reason
The reason changed the season
And immediately the lions laid with the lambs
Peace, peace she spoke
As her poetic bread was broke
Hardened hearts of willful violence
Became transformed in the silence
From the least to the greatest they all sat and listened
As mama Cozett’s words formed like Dew and glistened
Shimmering brown skin soaking in apothecary
My words became their sanctuary
Grace to the mountains and peace to the Golden Horn
Never again will battle rend us forlorn
The time is now and it’s about you and me
The time is now see the words of God upon the sea?
In all shapes and sizes and forms
Colors and facets that break the norms
A new day has dawned it arrives expeditiously
My poetry ushered it in auspiciously
Let us sit round the fire of the Bosphorous
Let’s ingest wisdom until we’re prosperous
I’ll feast with you till the daylight dawns
Wash your feet under the stars while the prideful yawns
Our way is a new way a higher way
We can lead together on the highway
A mass Exodus due to system disapproval
Warrants that the good and fat of the land issue reproval
Condemnation belongs to those who kick the goads
Like the wild ass who takes the resistance roads
There is a better way and I’ll show you why
But first let’s sit and look at the sky
King Mentality
These are truly the days of dreams and visions for me. This is yet another middle of the night post. Creativity seems to have saturated every cell of my body. When I’m awake I’m stewing on manifesting my wildest dreams. When I’m asleep I have vivid and highly metaphorical dreams.
And in the liminality of the 3 to 6 am time period I am inundated with vision.
So…what is Cozett contemplating at 4:19 am on a Tuesday morning? The power and beauty of healthy masculinity. And how we can heal our world through the vehicle of it.
The words, “king mentality” kept rolling around in my thoughts so I began to ponder on what it could mean. What the implications are of such a mentality, what it looks like, and how it can be extracted from centuries of toxic masculinity and off the rails patriarchy. Naturally, “queen mentality” is the balancer of these mindsets and I will get to that soon.
But right now I have a grand idea. There are so many books in me. This concept is one of them. I feel it’s crucial for our forward movement as a global society. So with that said please pray that I will have the energy, patience and commitment to see this project through to publishing? It’s important. I promise.
All of humanity looks to its past examples of heralded leaders to influence its future course. It had occurred to me that men who are alive in 2021 and reading this are in a unique and exceptional position at this point in the human race. There are golden opportunities for men in 2021 that’s never been available to them until now. Believe it or not if you are a masculine…I truly believe you are alive and reading this for a very special reason and purpose. You were meant to see this post. Your inner battle cry has been heard. Your dreams are important. Your positive impact can be immeasurable. You are so needed. Needed but also free. Free to reign like the king you are IF you recognize what’s being drawn out of the depths of who you are. You’re being summoned to greatness. Not like the greatness of the past. Not like the greatness of Nebuchadnezzar, or Tutankhamun, or King James, or John Wayne, etc.
No. 2020 served us all up something that will have lasting implications for many lifetimes after this blog is posted and my book is (hopefully) published.
There is not one human life on the earth that hasn’t been touched by the Covid-19 pandemic. Whether you got sick, know someone who did, mourned someone who died from it…or never got sick, never knew anyone who did and never knew of anyone who died from it and was just irritated by the inconvenience and media coverage of it. It has affected us all at some level. This should be a common ground for us all. So don’t lose sight of the value of other humans who wave to you from the other end of the spectrum.
So where am I going with all of this? This post is a kick-off of sorts for some research I’m going to undertake to interview men from every country of the world. I am blessed to have an international readership and YouTube community. I’m so grateful that nearly every single day I am having interesting, if brief, interactions with people from dozens of different countries, religions, and socio-economic contexts. I talk with people who belong to tribes, live in villages, live in remote places, and have wildly different opinions and world views from my own.
And, I LOVE the tension that is held between my own values and opinions and those of the people who have such different views. You really can enjoy the company and pressure that sometimes comes from such diversity. The secret to the thrill and enjoyment of such company is that you each share 2 core values. #1. Love of humanity. #2. An open mind that isn’t hostile to being challenged. In other words an ego that is in check. If you share just these 2 things…you can enjoy the company of any human regardless of differences. Talk about opening up new worlds right?? An incredibly rich opportunity to see the world through someone else’s eyes and hear the heartbeat of the earth with someone else’s ears. To feel perceive and sense with a skin other than your own. Is that not exciting??
On July 27th 2021 I am eager to discover who the kings of the 3rd millenium are. They do not rule like their forefathers did.
If you’re familiar with the term, “divine feminine” you probably understand that after thousands of years of masculine rule we have and are shifting into the era of the divine feminine. The pendulum has swung and the future is female. It’s not just a nifty feminist soundbite. It’s the natural progression of the course of humanity. I am stoked to be a woman pioneering in this age. And because I recognize it I want to make sure I do it right so I can be the trailblazer that this wild and wonderful Universe has called me to be.
I want to be a divine feminine who helps set the stage for a better society for women and girls. But in wisdom I perceive this can’t be done by “stripping men of their power and puking in the face of patriarchy.” (As much as I have wanted to at times, admittedly.) No. The wise woman is a healer. And healers are seers of sorts. They can perceive wounds that others can’t. They can see the wounds of people who don’t even know they carry them. That is one thing that the masculine era taught us. To disconnect from our pain. Because pain is weakness and weakness is vulnerability and vulnerability does not perpetuate the human race.
So how can I best serve women and girls and the feminine collective? I can do this by reaching out to the masculine collective and encourage them to come up higher. I mean that’s one of the largest roots of societal problems around the world right? The majority of ALL violence is committed by men. Rapes, wars, murders, oppression, religious domination, originated and have been perpetuated largely by men. All of those things are symptoms. Not that men are bad. Not that patriarchy is by nature toxic. No. Patriarchy is fatherhood. Good fathers are indeed like shepherds. Protectors. Nurturers. We’ve been given a bad example. We have been living for thousands of centuries with toxic masculinity. But it only exists because of wounds and to some degree the early drives to survive and escape dinosaurs and such.
So this is one of my plans to make the world a better place. I want to hear from YOU.
What in your mind is a king?
What in your mind defines healthy masculinity?
Who have been positive masculine examples in your life? Whether personally or perhaps some public figure.
As we dance into the feminine era and tap in to all the mysterious and esoteric wisdom, and healing it offers…I still wanna hear it…for the boy…(Song: Let’s hear it for the boy by Deniece Williams.)
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Turkiye
It’s 3:51 am…and I just wanna be in Turkey. I’m curled up under my weighted blanket and have my lamp on dim. My eyes are fixed on the large world map I just put on my wall and my newly updated vision board.
My vision board is too personal to show. But, if you could see it you would see pics of the Turkish flag and the bright blue water of the Mediterranean.
In my mind’s eye I see me walking down the shore just before sunset. Feeling the fine gravel and tiny rocks of the earthy beach. I’m looking out over the ocean dreaming big about what’s on its way to me.
The work I want to do there. It would be enough for me to sit alone on the beach or in some restaurant. Just to feel the vibration of the culture. The people. Even if I don’t “know” them…I somehow know them. The thrill of simple and honest observation of the buzz of life there is a source of endless curiosity for me.
The pitch and tone of their language is so beautiful. It has a cadence that rings of innocence and purity. The way they carry themselves, their mannerisms, gestures, facial expressions reveal a peculiar inner radiance.
The way they interact with their children is awe-inspiring. There is a depth of uninhibited warmth and reverence for children there. Even when there are public announcements being made it was never a generic, “ladies and gentlemen we will be landing soon…or ladies and genetleman please enjoy the entertainment….” It was always, “Ladies and gentleman and DEAR children….”
Children are always included in their announcements. As someone who suffered a traumatic childhood I LOVE that they feel it important to directly address little ones to keep them informed and make them feel safe and included.
Right now I long to be in some city center there. Perhaps sitting on a park bench across from a mosque . Taking in the opulent and unique and ancient architecture. Observing their going in and coming out and tapping into their energy to see if I can feel if they had some profound spiritual experience.
As an American who has lived my entire life in the Bible belt but also acutely aware that my faith has its roots in Turkey…I have to say the Muslim call to prayer fills me with a deep sense of stillness that makes me feel immediately and instantly grounded and centered. It never fails that I am covered in chills and struggle to keep tears in check when I hear it. The sound overwhelms me and makes me feel so small. So…held by the large unseen force I know as God. I feel enveloped and absorbed into something bigger than myself. Something mysterious. Something grander than my own my aspirations.
I can feel the robust and rolling vibrato on my skin. I feel it within as well. At my core. The resonance seems to shift things inside me.
I don’t know what the future holds for me there. I just know that when my feet touched the earth there I felt like I was at home and was going to be there many more times. I felt a sense of purpose. Dignity. Ambition. Hope. Inspiration. I felt these things more deeply than I ever have. I felt truly alive.
The ripple effect is proving to be a lasting one. My toes are still painted with the Turkish flag as my pedicure is still good. Soon it will fade. But for now everytime I’ve looked at my feet since I’ve been home I get this metaphorical lesson that my feet….belong on Turkish ground.
I won’t be happy until I can feel the earth and sand that is Turkish land sifting between my toes and leaving grit around my nail beds. It’s not enough for me to be some happy tourist. I have a work to be done there. I don’t know what it is. I just know it calls to me day and night. I see it in my dreams and wake up thinking I’m still there only to look out my window and see that I’m still in my little healing haven on a Red Bank cul-de-sac. I love Red Bank. I love Tennessee. I love the beauty of the south here. It’s my springboard and contrast that has led me to pursue and embrace some of my wildest dreams.
From Tennessee to Turkey…who’d have thought? I think my soul always knew though. And not just Turkey but the continents it graces. It is not just a bridge between two continents for me. But, a bridge between worlds. A bridge between realms. A passage between 3D and 5D. A unique trail marked just for me. Harrowing and heartening all at the same time. Beautiful and bittersweet as it’s a line of demarcation marking the moment of one of the greatest transformations of my life. A chaotic catalyst that will never allow me to go back to the way things were. I can never be the same woman I was before I left. Coming back onto US soil I stepped out into the humidity of a southern night on the 4th of July and realized I was having my own personal independence day of sorts. I’d broken free from the tyranny of trauma. I’d emancipated myself. I stepped into the woman I always hoped I’d become. One who had traveled alone and against the odds. There was literally NOTHING in my reality that could have indicated I could successfully pull that trip off. There was plenty of uncertainty and unknowns and fear based illusions that could have held me back.
But I chose to jump into the chasm. I assaulted the abyss of aberration. I dove into the hands of the cosmos and tasked the universe to catch me before I hit bottom or came to a tragic end. And it did just that.
It’s like I experienced zero gravity after my jump. I never went down. Only up. It was disorienting because suddenly reality wasn’t playing by the rules. Things were turning out far better than I could have dreamed. Where I should have fallen I rose. Where I should have stumbled I lifted off the ground and flew. Where I should have ran…I paused and allowed myself to have all the overwhelming sensory experiences that would have ordinarily put me in bed for a week to recover from.
It was like time stood still. Like I had cracked the code to the matrix. I began bending my reality and smithing it. In my hand a hammer and at my feet an anvil. In between was my destiny with lots of heat and fire. The force of my blows shaping it intentionally. Shaping me and my own humanity. My spirit. My essence. With skillful tongs I kept repositioning until all sides had received the proper amount of blows. And then what emerged from the fire and all the beating took me aback. What I witnessed forever changed the way I perceive myself.
Turkey, I promise I’ll be back. I promise I will dedicate some of the best of my life’s energy to exploring you. It feels as though we’re both excited about that.
Cheers to the glory that is you.
Love,
Cozett
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Don’t Suffer The Pain Of Inaction: One Percent More
Today you have an opportunity. Today you have the ability to do 1% more than you did yesterday to achieve your goals and live out your wildest dreams.
For me I’ve always feared the regret of inaction more than the fear of taking the wrong action.
I’ve seen first hand how analysis paralysis and indecision can negatively impact the future of a person. Analysis paralysis is cousin to fear. And, I hate that whole family
Today I’m issuing you another call to courage. To believe in yourself and your massive intuitive abilities. You CAN trust yourself. YOU are your greatest resource. But, how can you discover the gold mine that is you if you refuse to explore and tap into who you suspect yourself to be.
Are you really that great?? Yes. Yes, you are.
You see it is the core of who you are that is a gift to the world. Unfortunately, from the day we are born until the day we die that core us covered over every day with layers of obligations that are NOT in alignment with our ultimate purpose or deepest desires.
Is it not a gift to be a good son, daughter, wife, husband, aunt, sibling, community organizer activist, etc? Of course it is! But, the secret to a fulfilled life and achieved destiny is not to be these things to the detriment of your soul’s calling.
None of the roles that you operate in should eclipse the expression of your most authentic self. They can be beautiful vehicles for that expression to be sure. But, if you ever find yourself feeling lost to motherhood, fatherhood, being a boss, being a religious leader or whatever then that is a key indicator that your role has eclipsed your soul.
Maybe you’ve been wading around in indecision for a long time. Years perhaps. Maybe you’ve been saying to yourself that if you just had a sign then that would be your permission to set yourself free of all that holds you back. With that said…here’s your sign.
I love you. And I don’t want to see you sacrifice the great adventure that is wrapped up and encoded in your DNA. I don’t want to see you suffer and come to me in counseling one day for the, “I wish I would have…”
My message to you is, “just do it already!” Dive! Take that break. Take that vacation. Open your mind to the things that intrigue you but scare you at the same time because you’re afraid of what people would think…if they knew you…thought.
This is YOUR life and you don’t owe it to anyone. Your life is your own. It’s your puzzle, your mystery, your source of delight, your source of endless curiosity, your compass, your vehicle for radically experiencing planet Earth. The planet is a beautiful and wild place. There are people just waiting for you to cross their path and set them free. To show them the lessons you’ve learned. To offer your depth of insight from the life you’ve learned.
But how will you ever experience that. That satisfaction. If you won’t allow yourself to move forward?
I’m gonna keep issuing this call until there is an entire global revolution at my feet. I can promise you that. It is part of my destiny and wildest dreams to help you achieve yours.
Love,
Cozett
The way “I” operate.
All of these words are my inner conversation. Every day without fail they are front of mind. This is more of a revealing rather than an admonishment. Admonishments are counter productive.
FREEDOM
Be true to yourself.
Be authentic.
Be open.
Be honest.
Be sensitive to the energy of others
Be kind. Always kind. Genuinely kind.
Love people. All people. Show them you love them.
Encourage study.
Encourage exploration.
Set an example of each study and exploration.
Set an example of humility and don’t argue with people who have argumentative spirits.
Debate with the respectable.
Spar with the one who endeavors to judge rightly.
Struggle along with that one and so help myself and that person as well as those we influence come to clearer more just conclusions.
Always be open to chance encounters with those who surprise in the most of unusual of fashion.
Be kind.
Be smart.
Be a life long learner and pliable when new understandings and truths take hold of my culture.
Be sincere. Make sure others know I am sincere. Even, if I am unable to perform their desire of me.
Be smart.
Be kind.
Love people. All people. Genuinely and authentically marveling at the diversity of God’s creation. Finding the good in everyone. Show them you love them.
Don’t fall for philosophies, insults, or blanket statements. They are energy traps set by the unfortunately ignorant.
Understand that those who are deceived have their own path. In spite of my enlightenment I will refrain at all times from trying to impose my truth on anyone. Even if I know it would be helpful and show them a better way.
Truth is something that must be sought more than spoken. Once spoken truth becomes a sign for people to rail against.
Trust God. Trust Holy Spirit. Trust that Jesus has been successful in His mission. And, allow people the dignity of the process of truth.
Allow. People. The. Dignity. Of. The Process….of truth. Do not interfere. Period.
Be genuine.
Be kind.
Love people. All people.
Let them come to me. Let them come to you. Understanding is something that is sought. Not assumed. And, if certain people are unable to journey beyond assuming that doesn’t mean they are mine (or yours) to rescue and right.
Freedom. This. This is freedom and the way I govern my life.
These tenets you will not find me straying from.
If you want me, need me or wish to speak to me….you know where I am. Right in the middle of freedom.

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